i remember every second.

Watching our reflection in the mirror as You slowly bind my wrists, my favorite black rope looping, dipping, sliding across my skin, slowly securing my arms.  The sound of the water filling the tub echoing around the room.  Your steady, direct gaze arousing me, anchoring me, pouring out Your expectations with no words spoken.  No words needed.

The water still running as You help me step into the tub, the water warm, perfect, comforting as i take my place.  My legs against the wall, water running over my already wet cunt, hair floating, blue eyes open meeting Yours.  My nipples tightening as the water flows over my clit into the tub, the level rising, creeping up my sides, filling my ears, caressing my cheeks.

Your fingers tracing circles around my nipples, across my ribs, over my stomach.  The other hand holding my face just out of the water, those calm eyes still on mine, Those eyes and Your hands the only thing keeping me on this earth. 

The water is suddenly silent.  A coil of fear and arousal starts to unravel in my core as Your hand moves slowly down my body, palm finding my clit, two fingers slipping deep inside, building me, working me, pushing me, drawing my mind into the arousal and away from the inevitable next step. 

“Breathe!” and it’s time, i fill my lungs just before Your hand pushes me under, Your fingers still pushing me higher, Your eyes still on mine where they will stay until mine close.  Our signal that i need to come up.  But that is a while away, every second an eternity, but we’ve played this game before and we both know how long i can stay down.  How long my lungs can resist taking a deep breath of water.

My body is on fire from my clenching pussy to my hungry lungs, the two sensations fueling each other.  The edge of panic softening at the edges, bleeding into subspace, my mind melting into pure sensation.  The seconds tick as Your fingers thrust and i relax into the fear, into the burn, my body asking for air, then begging, soon to be demanding.  i have given every last bit of breath in my lungs to the unforgiving water and i have to close my eyes, have to come up, it almost feels like betrayal.

You instantly pull me up, and i’m gasping almost too loudly to hear You growl “Breathe!” and i’m under again, lust rising again, fighting to cum, embracing the panic, watching Your eyes as seconds turn into another eternity.  Arching into Your hand to keep from trying to lever myself out of the water as i get closer to closing my eyes, trying to hold on longer, failing, giving in, feeling the water slip away as You pull me up.  Sweet air sating the burn.

When i open my eyes, Your face is inches from mine, intense, demanding, eyes blazing. 

“This time My baby, this time, down until you cum.”

i nod my acceptance, wanting nothing more than to please You.  An extra second for  an extra breath or two and them i am down, concentrating on Your fingers, feeling a third slip in, my body responding, the need to cum making me ache to breathe, to pant, to scream Your name.  The need for air and release ripping through me as I press hard against Your fingers.  Feeling them fuck me faster, deeper, demanding my obedience.  My eyes drift closed, but i know there won’t be a breath to follow, know that i’m down until i cum, until i obey, until my body gives You what You want from it.

Suddenly, it’s there, huge, all encompassing, filling me, driving the need for air from my mind, no room in me for anything but this reality You’ve given me.  So overwhelming i don’t remember You pulling me up. Just suddenly aware of Your voice in my ear whispering “good girl.”

oh FUCK

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